gahhh

so tonight i had a good talk with my friend ken. it was a very enlightened talk. i feel i have reached a new level and am ready to gace the world a little more. we talked about a girl. not just any girl, but what i think should be the basis for all women. she is the most beautiful person in the world. to me that is. he told me to just talk to her. i understand i should, but i really can't even think when im around her. the first time i talked to her, i can barely remember what i said. all i can remember is being the most nervous person in the face of the planet. all i really want to do is talk to her. he made me realize something important. if i really like her then why cant i talk to her. i thought it made alot of sense. how can you fell for someone, but cant even tell them. i think thats it for this. but i think ill talk to her on monday. ill just say hi.