So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now i'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now

But it's not so bad
You're only the best i ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best i ever had

So you stole my world
Now i'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely

Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better

But it's not so bad
You're only the best i ever had
You don't need me back
You're just the best i ever had

And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But i can't take it so i
Run away and hide
And i may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now i'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

What was it you wanted
Could it be i'm haunted

But it's not so bad
You're only the best i ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best i ever had
The best i ever had
The best i ever

i feel this song bassically represents how i feel. it feels as though the song itself takes me away to a memory. i feel like theres so much i wanna tell her, but i cant, and i wont. this slightly diminishes my chances of getting her, but id rather that happen than not talk to her at all.
landon showed me this other song by kols but i dont remember the title. today was a good day. we went to the beach and back to jareds house to grab controllers. aaron said saxon was making tacos. i had just eaten. but the lure of tacos was irresistable. so i dropped them off at matts house and me and aaron went to saxon's. we didnt have tacos which was very dissapointing. we had nachos instead. then we had a gun war. and while we were looking through saxon's photos i came upon a conclusion. i realized why its so easy for me to be around someone i liked. i dont really like her. well i do, but not in that way. i must just find her attractive. which wouldnt be totally out of the question. i really did forget what i was writing and now i think im rambling on. i really dont know why im even gonna publish this. im tired
and

you were the best i ever had.